Altered Perceptions by The Twin Goddess Rated NC-17 Copyright 1999 Athena13@ixpres.com See Chapter 1 for disclaimer ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ CHAPTER 2 Starbuck returned to the table and was received by the curious stares of their companions, especially Apollo and Cassi. "Where did you go?" Apollo inquired warily. "I just went to check on my wingman," Starbuck declared without hesitation. "She seemed kind of upset when she left and I wanted to make sure she was okay." "Hmm...," Cassi eyed him angrily. "I'm not sure that pairing you two was such a good idea. You spend enough time with her on patrol. You're supposed to spend the rest of your time with me, not chasing after her every time she sheds a tear." Starbuck was taken aback by his lover's harsh statement. He _had_ been spending _all_ his free time with the woman and he was more than a little perturbed that she would imply otherwise. As for his concern for Athena, Cassi didn't understand the bond that wingmates shared and probably never would, but he thought Cassi had accepted the fact that he considered Athena family and he would always be involved in her life. Cassi had exhibited the same jealousy over his relationship with Apollo when they had been wingmates, but she had never been so cold about Athena before. In fact, the two woman seemed to have become friends. "Number one," Starbuck started to explain, trying to keep his voice calm and quiet. "Athena is my wingman and I have a vested interest in keeping her focused. Number two, I do not go chasing after her whenever she's upset. And number three," he leaned in a bit closer and spoke a bit softer, turning the charm up a notch, "I do believe that I have spent every waking and non-waking moment with you for the past few sectons. "As a matter of fact," he stated suggestively, "_you're_ the reason I have been so tired on patrol lately. So if anything, you should be grateful to Athena for keeping me alive while I'm dozing out there." Cassi couldn't help but don a satisfied grin at his reference to her keeping him up all night. She had felt challenged for his attention after Athena had been assigned as his partner and she had been using every move in her repertoire to keep his mind off the beautiful brunette. She was pleased, finally, to discover it was working. "As long as you're dreaming of me Starbuck," she breathed in his ear. Starbuck chuckled, more at his ability to smooth out any situation with the feisty blond than at her innuendoes. Apollo, for his part, didn't find the situation amusing. He knew that Starbuck was fond of Athena, but had never been confident his feelings for her were completely familial or if they were still laced with the residue from their previous relationship. And while he was glad that Starbuck and Athena had worked out as wingmates, he was always on the look out for a sign that things were getting too complicated between his warriors. Having those two as a couple was something he never wanted to endure again. What bothered him most immediately, however, was the casual attitude that Starbuck was taking in regards to him and his wingmate's safety. If he was allowing Cassi's insecurity to manipulate him into losing sleep, he could be jeopardizing all their lives by not being alert. Apollo would not have tolerated such behavior when he was Starbuck's wingman and he certainly wasn't going to now that he was Flight Commander. Apollo's bleak thoughts were interrupted by the roar of the crowd as Braedon's concert ended, but he made a mental note to have a discussion with his best friend and subordinate warrior before this night was over. <><><><><><><><><> Athena and Dietra flew past the Security at the backstage entrance due to their recent performance on stage with the "star" of the evening. In a reversal from their last walk towards the stage, Athena was eagerly in the lead now. Braedon was due in his dressing room in a few centons and Athena wanted to be waiting for him once he broke free from his rabid fans. It had been so long since they had spent any time together to just catch up and have fun. And she was eager to get his perspective on how to go about this new life. He had always encouraged her to be more daring. "Slow down," Dietra called out. "We're here," Athena answered as she waited for the Security person outside the dressing room door to let them in. "At least there's some advantage to being the Commander's daughter,' she thought as he let them in with a minimum of fuss. As usual, Braedon's accommodations were sumptuous and there were flowers from the Agro Ship adding a pleasurable scent to the air. Athena couldn't even imagine what his overnight rooms must look like, as she took in the soft looking couches and chairs, knowing they were in the up-most level of the ship. "I was hoping you two would meet me back here," Braedon came walking into the room a few centons later. Athena and Dietra turned around, surprised at his quick escape from his audience. Athena leaned back against a table and watched him hug Dietra and say a few quiet words to her. Up close and without the glaring lights on stage, she found herself even more amazed by his good looks. For one, the smooth cut of his pants showed that his body hadn't suffered from a lack of exercise since the Destruction. If anything, he looked firmer and stronger. Athena felt a stirring low in her stomach as she watched the sweat drip down his neck and onto the top of his tank top. Her tongue darted out and licked her lips, and she admitted to an unexpected desire to lick the sweat off of her friend. She caught her breath as she realized the direction her thoughts were taking. In all the years they had known each other, Athena had never seriously contemplated making love with him. She wondered how much had to do with her new resolve and how much with the man himself. As he turned to greet her she realized it was definitely the man. Brae wiped a towel over his brown hair and chiseled face before turning his attention to his sculpted body. After a few centons he tossed the wet towel on a chair and walked over to Athena. "Hey Athena," his green eyes smiled at her as he took her into his arms. Athena felt him stiffen as she readily walked into his embrace and pressed her body against his. She chuckled in his ear, knowing that he was expecting her to back away and tell him she wouldn't hug him until he had visited the turboshower. To draw out the shock, Athnea slipped her arms around his back and pulled him closer. As his body settled into hers, she idly wished she could make that visit to the turboshower with him. Athena blushed, certain he could feel her heart pounding as he held her. "How are you Brae?" she whispered and reluctantly slipped out his embrace. Over his shoulder she saw Dietra wink at her and motion for the door. Athena shook her head slightly and turned back to hear Brae's response. "I'm great, just great. I have to admit I've missed performing," he looked at her curiously. "I can understand why," Athena shrugged and looked down at her feet. "I kind of missed it myself." While she was speaking she snuck a peek at Braedon's waist and noticed that he too was aroused. She wondered whether it was for her, Dietra or performing. Whatever the truth was, it caused an answering wetness between her own legs which she sought to hide by moving away to settle into a chair. "Well," Braedon drawled. "I need a turbowash, then we can hang out and have a few drinks. Maybe we can sneak out later and get a game of pyramid going." Pyramid. Not exactly what Athena was contemplating right then. She was beginning to scare herself. Was she that deprived?! She looked back up at Braedon and could swear he winked at her before turning and heading for his shower. Dietra poured some ambrosa and handed a glass to Athena. "So," she asked as she took a sip of her drink. "Does Brae play into your self-revelations?" Athena sighed and looked at her friend. "Not really. I just wanted to get his advice actually. He's always, along with you, telling me to live a little more. Tonight I decided I want to. I was going to ask you two for suggestions as to how to go about it," Athena stared into her glass, suddenly sad again. It was one thing to decide to change your life, it was another to spontaneously know how to go about doing it. "What?" Dietra shook her head, bemused. "I just realized how much I _haven't_ been living. How much I haven't _lived_. That includes my lack of a love life," Athena clarified. "And Braedon is handy," Dietra smiled at her friend. Athena shook her head quickly. "No! I wasn't thinking that at all. I mean, the man is gorgeous and sexy, that isn't news, I just never...," Athena broke off uncertainly. "You finally decided to stop depriving yourself of, well, sex. So why wouldn't you finally be able to see how completely yummy Braedon is, not just as a star, but as a good friend. One who's wanted you forever, by the way," Dietra informed her friend. "You think so?" Athena asked in a surprised whisper. Dietra laughed. "Lords Athena, you have no idea how attractive that man finds you do you? I've had to endure many a conversation with him as to why you weren't interested in him. One more of those, and I'll kill you if you tell him I told you, was just yesterday when I told him we were coming to the show." "Really?!" Athena's eyes widened and she felt a stirring low in her belly. "Really! Now if you don't mind, I'm going to make myself scarce. You wanted to know how to make this change, this is how. I am not going to let you use me as an excuse to back out of this," Dietra put her glass down. "Don't you want to see Brae?" Athena asked in a panic. "What am I going to tell him?" Dietra stood in front of her friend and held her by the shoulders. "Honey," she looked her in the eyes. "If you do it right, you won't have to say a thing." Then she let her friend go and walked out. Athena stood stunned. She knew exactly what her friend was talking about. Athena closed her eyes and took a few deep breaths. Dietra was right. If she wanted to really change her patterns of behavior she had to stay here and not back down. But what if she did more than not back down? Not giving herself any more time to think, Athena reached up with shaking hands and began to unfasten the clip behind her neck that held up her dress. Checking to make sure the door was locked she tossed her dress onto a couch and removed what little else she had on, dropping them as she headed towards the bed chamber. <><><><><><><><><><><> "I'm surprised you're still here," Dietra remarked in passing as she returned to the table in the club. "I would've expected you to be the first one in the Casino once the concert was over." Starbuck gave her an irked smile. "Well, that _was_ my plan but...," he gestured towards Cassiopeia who was talking to a friend a few meters away. "She's a big girl Starbuck," she observed. "Certainly she doesn't need you to wait around for her?" "That's what _I_ thought," he responded, obviously annoyed. "Oh well," Dietra shrugged, grabbing her wrap off of the chair. "Guess I'll see you in the Casino," she bit back a laugh as she turned away. "Hey, uh...," Starbuck burst forth. "Where's your partner in crime?" "Who?" Dietra feigned ignorance. "Oh, you mean Athena?" While Athena might not be directing her new found desires at Starbuck, Dietra was certain her best friend's wingmate wouldn't be too pleased with the news. And after the way the man had treated her friend... "Who else would I mean?" Starbuck rolled his eyes. "Um, I'm not _exactly_ sure where she is right now," she said evasively. It _was_ the truth. While she had left Athena in Braedon's living chamber, she wasn't sure if Athena was still there. "I thought I saw you two run off together," Starbuck glared at her, not fooled for one micron by her innocent look. He knew that his wingmate's friend didn't like him all that much. "Oh, we went backstage to see Braedon," Dietra admitted. "But I left them...Braedon was taking a turboshower," she offered in a suggestive tone. "She will be joining us though?" Starbuck appeared to be getting impatient. "She'll be joining someone," Dietra shot Starbuck a knowing glance, then turned to look at Cassi and her friend, then looked back at Starbuck. "What do you care Starbuck? Is her presence truly _that_ important to you?" Starbuck dropped his eyes briefly, but stood his ground. Dietra had always challenged his platonic friendship with Athena and he wasn't about to let her unsettle him now. "In case you haven't noticed Dietra," he replied snidely, "Athena is my wingman as well as my friend. And while her presence isn't crucial, we did all come here together. And she was upset before, I merely wanted to make sure she was all right." "That doesn't mean we all have to _leave_ together," Dietra suggested. "I believe Athena may have... other plans for the rest of the evening. I'm sure she's in good hands." Starbuck eyed the dark woman closely. He had noticed the hint of suggestion in her voice and he couldn't help but associate Athena's new determination with some of what Dietra was apparently insinuating. "That sounds good Porta, we'll get together soon then," they both heard Cassi exclaim, indicating that her presence was imminent. Dietra took the fleeting moment to walk directly up to Starbuck and whisper, "Face it Bucko, you had your chance. You blew it." No sooner had he opened his mouth to respond, then Cassi was linking her arm with his and Dietra was smugly sauntering out the door of the club. Hoping that his girlfriend didn't detect the tension in his body, Starbuck displayed his trademark smile and kissed her on the cheek. "Miss me?" she purred. "Of course," he replied with all the charm he could muster. <><><><><><><><><><><> Athena was naked. She was standing naked in the middle of Braedon's luxurious bedchamber. Alone. And cold. And having second thoughts. What was she doing? Who was she trying to prove something to? She was happy with her life, for the most part. It was the "for the most part" qualifier that reminded her just why she was in this state. That was the whole point - she wasn't as happy as she could be because she had spent most of her life trying to fit into the roles other people assigned her. Becoming a full-fledged warrior was only the first step towards being the person she wanted to be. There was so much more that had been getting to her lately. Not that she wanted to be promiscuous, but that didn't mean she wanted to be an Otori either. Braedon was a man she trusted and, in their small world, that was valuable. He was also someone who wouldn't get hurt or demand more than she wanted to give. He would, as he always did, accept her the way she was. And unlike her feeble plans with Starbuck, she wouldn't lose her heart. She had known him for yahrens and it had never happened. Athena lay a hand over the aforementioned heart and felt it pounding in fear and anticipation. "I'm alive," she whispered to herself. Her confidence restored she continued forward and slipped into the steamy washroom. The noise of the turboshower and Brae's singing drowned out the sound of her entrance. Through the smoked glass door she stood transfixed as she watched Brae scrubbing his delicious body with soap. As she watched, he filled his hand with soap from the dispenser and began to spread it over his erection. Probably the very one she had spied just a few centons before. One she hoped she caused. Otherwise she was going to make a big fool of herself here. Continuing to watch, arousal swept over her and her fears dissipated. Brae leaned back against the shower wall and continued to stroke himself, his hips thrusting into his hands at every stroke. Athena's teeth nibbled on her lower lip as her own breathing sped up and wetness began to pool between her legs. She was more turned on than she had imagined she would be at this moment. Or could be. Then a moan shattered her immobility and she grabbed the door to the turboshower open and slipped inside. She didn't care who's it was, all she knew was that she had to touch him. <><><><><><><><><><><> Water was streaming down Athena's body and plastering her long, dark hair to her body as she stood in front of Braedon, who's eyes were still closed. She knew he had to know she was there, her entrance had swept a breeze of cool air into the stall. His nipples had hardened in response. Yet he didn't acknowledge her presence and, with his eyes closed, he continued to stroke himself. Athena's hands itched to reach out and help him, but like him she was loathe to break the spell. Then Braedon breathed her name, sending her into a frenzy of passion. She moved forward and took his erection into her hands, continuing the long, slow rhythm he had established. Braedon's eyes opened and he silently watched her as she began a slow worship of his swollen member. Gazing intently into each other's eyes, Athena smiled as his movements became less controlled and he began to thrust into her hands and against her hip. When she saw his eyes slip shut and heard a moan fall from his lips she was unable to control herself, with a cry of her own she slipped to her knees and took him into her mouth. She would do anything to instigate those sounds from his lips again, and again. Athena wasn't disappointed. As she stroked him with her lips and tongue, what was left of his composure completely shattered and he came hard into her mouth. Athena's hand slipped around to his ass to hold him steady in her mouth, her own center clenching at his release. Her other hand reached down and began to stroke her pulsing center as his passion slid down her throat. <><><><><><><><><><><> When Athena finally stood up, Braedon was still collapsed against the wall again taking in deep gulps of air. After a few centons he opened his eyes and trapped her with a look. After a centon of silent study he spoke. "That was not how I imagined this at all," he drawled. Athena leaned her face into the shower spray, washing out her mouth and pulling her hair back from her face before looking at him again. "So you've imagined this?" she queried innocently. "What do you think?" he asked slowly, his arm slipping behind her back and pulling her against him. "So what did you imagine?" she asked, a husky dare in her voice. "Something more along the lines of this," he said as he leaned down and gently pressed his lips against hers. The first touch of his lips against her sent sparks through her body, which she felt straight down to her toes. So she stood on those toes so she could take some more, slipping her arms around his neck and pressing her body against his so she could maintain her balance. As their mouths continued to plunder the other's, one of Breadon's hands reached out and cupped one of her breasts. Carefully, he held its weight in his palm before slowly circling her nipple with his thumb. Athena moaned as her nipple hardened and her breast swelled into his palm, itching for more...just more. As if he sensed her rising desire, Braedon slipped his mouth from hers and began to sensuously kissing down her neck and sternum until his tongue began to tease her nipple. Athena's hair was plastered to her face and back as the water continued to pour over her back. Uncaring, she arched pressing her breast into his lips, as the water streamed down her face. Her hands grasped his head as he bit down on her tormented breast, eliciting a gasp of pleasure from her. Braedon's arm slipped around her waist, holding her up as her knees weakened and he switched his attention to her other breast, subjecting it to the same lavish attention as the other had enjoyed. "I can see why this was more your fantasy," Athena tried to say over the sound of the water, unaware that her loud voice reverberated in the stall. "How about this?" Braedon said against her skin as he ran his tongue over her abdomen and stomach, stopping as his face reached her curls. "Oh Lords," Athena moaned as his fingers began to caress her pleasure center. She braced her arms against the walls as he spread her legs and pressed his face between them. The sensations were amazing. The water was streaming down her sensitized skin as his tongue licked and probed between her legs. Despite her position, Athena found herself in danger of falling down as her legs began to shake, but before she could do anything about it she felt his finger slip inside her and his mouth begin to suck her throbbing clitoris. Moaning, Athena's hips began to buck as he slipped another finger inside and began to pump furiously, matching his thrusts with his tongue and lips. As her hands began to slip she felt herself begin to contract around his thrusting fingers. Before she could climax his fingers were removed, leaving her clenching muscles bereft. And then he was there. His erection plunging inside her, sending her spiraling over the edge as her legs slipped around his waist and he pressed her back against the shower wall as he pounded into her. Her pleasure was just ending when she felt herself begin to contract around him again. "OH!" she exclaimed as she reached a climax for the third time in less than a centar. Breathless, she leaned her head on his shoulder. "I don't think that has ever happened before," she rasped against his neck as she began to take little bites. "You haven't felt anything yet," he moved, showing her that he was still hard inside her. "But how about we take this to a drier locale." Athena thrust her hips and nodded. <><><><><><><><><> Starbuck quickly relaxed as he and Cassi entered the Casino. The sound of cubits hitting the tables was music to his ears and he acutely surveyed the room for the game that would prove the most profitable. Spying what he concluded to be a table of vulnerable opponents, Starbuck began maneuvering in that direction, only to be stopped abruptly. "Oh no, mister," Cassi declared, a firm grip on his arm. "No gambling tonight." Starbuck looked dumbstruck. "But Cassi I...," he pleaded. "Ah, ah, ah," she waved a lecturing finger in front of him. "You've taken enough money from the masses lately. Tonight you spend with me," she led him away from the gaming tables. "Besides," she continued in a more seductive tone, "if you're looking for a sure bet, you needn't look any further than right here." She stopped and turned him towards her, reached her hands around his neck and pressed her lips to his. His initial surprise was brief and he began teasing her with his tongue, wrapping his arms around her, allowing her to feel his arousal and believe that he was no longer interested in a game of Pyramid. He still could hear the cheers of those winning around him, but Cassi's kiss was more persuasive than he cared to admit. He submitted that if he couldn't get lucky at the tables, he would most certainly allow her to make it up to him. "Take it easy you two," Apollo's voice loomed behind them. "This _is_ a public place." "Oh, don't be such a prude Apollo," Sheba chimed in next to him. Starbuck resisted the urge to repeat her statement, not wanting to spend the next few sectars checking for solium leaks. But he couldn't completely suppress his amusement as a wide grin broke across his face. "So what's on the agenda for the rest of the evening," Sheba asked of the group. "A little dancing, a little Pyramid?" "Uh, no Pyramid tonight Sheba," he reluctantly answered under Cassi's prodding glance. "I believe dancing and stimulating conversation are what my lady has in mind." "Cassi," Sheba exclaimed, her eyes widening, "I'm impressed. You're finally getting him trained," she teased. Starbuck shot a pained glance at Apollo who simply raised his eyebrows and looked away. While temporarily entertained at Starbuck's discomfort, Apollo knew that Cassi was fighting a losing battle if she hoped to make permanent changes in the captains's lifestyle. He had to admit that he was happy she had put a dent in Starbuck's drinking and gambling habits but, if what he heard earlier was true, she had replaced those vices with one that was proving just as detrimental to his warrior duties. "Starbuck, can I speak to you for a moment?" Apollo decided that now was as good a time as any to speak to his friend, and subordinate. Welcoming the opportunity to change the degrading subject, Starbuck quickly replied, "Yes, absolutely! Excuse me, my dear," he loosened himself from Cassi's grasp, "the Major wants to talk to me." The two women just looked at each other, shook their heads in frustration and giggled. Apollo led Starbuck to an area out of earshot both to Sheba and Cassi as well as the rest of the crowd. "So what's up buddy?" Starbuck inquired in a cheerful tone that Apollo admitted annoyed him. Lately, his best friend had taken a casual approach to most everything, especially his duties as a warrior, and Apollo wondered if he needed to assign some more tasking duties to the brash captain to restore some discipline. "What exactly are your plans for the evening Starbuck?" Apollo asked, folding his arms across his chest. "Well uh..." Starbuck raised his eyebrows suggestively, "if you want exact details..." "That's not what I meant," Apollo interrupted, obviously getting impatient. "Look, I'm concerned that you haven't been getting the minimum of your sleep quota recently. I really don't like the idea of Athena having to stay alert for the both of you while on patrol." Starbuck's demeanor instantly changed and now he mirrored Apollo's crossed arm stance. "Hey, I don't know what she's been telling you, but..." he started to argue defensively. "Athena hasn't been telling me anything," Apollo interrupted again. "You know as well as I do that you could be breaking every rule in the book and she would never breathe a word of it." Starbuck immediately regretted insinuating that Athena would rat him out. She had always proved loyal to him, even at the risk of deceiving her brother. Apollo must have overheard his conversation with Cassi in the club. "I couldn't help but overhear you're little conversation with Cassi at the end of the concert," Apollo confirmed Starbuck's thought. "Perhaps you were just joking, but if I find out that you aren't getting enough sleep and it's causing you to lapse out there, you'll be spending a lot less time in a viper my friend." Starbuck realized that Apollo was Strike Commander but he didn't appreciate being berated by his best friend while out on a social occasion. "What makes you think that I would endanger not only my own life but Athena's as well?" he inquired in disgust. "I'm not saying you are doing it on purpose Starbuck," Apollo quickly replied, wondering if he had chosen the wrong time to discuss this after all. He knew that Starbuck would never intentionally allow his lifestyle to interfere with his duty, but he also knew that Starbuck had very little control when it came to his private life. Relaxing his posture and placing an understanding hand on Starbuck's shoulder, Apollo confessed, "Look, I know that I'm a little overprotective of Athena...," he began. "A _little_ overprotective?" Starbuck chimed in. "I would think you would understand considering what happened with Zac," Apollo said stiffly. Starbuck winced at the reference, Zac had died taking _his_ patrol. Apollo wasn't the only one with guilt over what happened to Zac. "I know, Apollo," he conceded, his tone regretful. "Hey, I know what it sounded like at the table, but you know I would never put Athena at risk," he told his friend sincerely. "_Especially_ after what happened to Zac. As for what I was saying to Cassi," he continued, lowering his voice in case she showed up. "You know that you sometimes have to tell women what you know they want to hear. She's been so bent out of shape about Athena being my wingmate that it's been an uphill battle to keep her happy lately. If I make her _think_ that she's occupying all my time, even in the cockpit, it make things a lot easier." Apollo's tension was visibly eased. "So you've been getting your required rest then?" he still had to confirm. "Yes," Starbuck assured him. "Probably more than Cassi would like. And I promise to be a good little boy and be in bed well before rest cycle begins tonight," he teased. "From the look on Cassi's face, I don't doubt it," Apollo laughed as he spied the amorous grin on the blond med-tech waiting nearby. Starbuck looked over at his girlfriend and acknowledged her charms with a smile of his own. "Yeah well, I better get back to her before her mood changes," he began to fidget. "Are we done here?" "Yeah, we're done," Apollo replied, content that Starbuck was telling him the truth. Starbuck put a reassuring arm around his friend and led him back to Cassi and Sheba, who had been joined by Dietra. Starbuck approached hesitantly, hoping Athena's friend wouldn't pick up their earlier conversation in front of Cassi. 'Speaking of whom,' he thought as he slyly looked around the room to see if his wingman had entered. 'No sign of her yet,' he saw. To Starbuck's relief, Apollo brought up the subject of his sister. "Hey Dietra, where's Athena? Wasn't this whole shindig her idea?" "Oh, she's somewhere about," Dietra shrugged, not about to tell the woman's brother where she suspected her to be by now. "Well that doesn't tell me much Dietra," Apollo prodded. "My sister gets us to come to this concert, then becomes a part of the entertainment and then she disappears," he said pointedly. "Please just warn me if she's leaving her post to become a rock star. I'll need to start looking for another wingman for Starbuck," he pointed to the man in question. "And what a shame that would be," Cassi commented sarcastically. Dietra sighed. While she liked Cassi a lot, she could sure be a real bitch at times. Even Dietra had to admit that while she wasn't a big fan of Starbuck's personally, she did respect him as a pilot and a warrior and was confident that he would watch Athena's back. Cassi would just have to get over her petty jealousy. Of course, if they all knew where Athena was and what Dietra hoped she was doing, Cassi would get over it that much quicker. Unless she decided she wanted Brae too. "You're just jealous," she teased the dark-haired warrior. "You're afraid she might become more famous than the great Captain Apollo." "That's the least of my worries," Apollo laughed, pleased that it appeared his sister was starting to come back out of her shell, even if he didn't know where she was now. END http://www.ixpres.com/mitiori/